Friday, July 4, 2008

BEYOND THE LEDGE


LIVING LIFE AT THE EDGE OF INSANE .
HOW MAY I EXPLAIN THIS ..?
THE EVILS OF THE DAY EXIST AS I AWAKEN IN A TORTURED PASSAGE OF CONTINUAL THOUGHTS ...
OVER N OVER THEY GRAZE MY REALITIES ....EATING AWAY AT THE VERY CORE OF COMPOSURE ..
.DELUDED IMAGINATIONS CONFER WITH EACH OTHER IN A RAGE..
AN ARGUMENT OF CONSIDERABLE DIFFERENCES...
UNJUSTLY SIGNIFICANT DEGRADATION'S OF THE MINDS THOUGHTS ...
THE REALIZATION BETWEEN REALITY AN DREAMS ARE SIGNIFICANTLY ALTERED TO A POINT OF UNRECOGNIZABLE DIFFERENCE .
STRUCTURED IN LAYERS OF CONFUSION EVENTS IN DREAMS TORMENT THE CONSCIOUS HOURS IN TORTUROUS FRAGMENTS .
TEARING AWAY AT THE FABRIC OF PERSONALITY AS A SERIOUS INDIVIDUAL GRADUALLY DROWNS IN DESPAIR ..
DUE TO THIS BLINDING REALITY THAT IS VOID OF INDIFFERENCE BETWEEN SLEEP AND AWAKE ..
INQUISITIVE I TRY TO DISTINGUISH THE VARIABLE ...
TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THE CORE OF CONSCIOUS DEFINITIONS PERCEIVED IS REAL OR IMAGINATIONS...
STIRRING THE VARIABLE INTO UNRELIABLE CONCLUSIONS ..
AN INTERNAL HELL OF DYNAMIC PROPORTIONS DISTORT THE PASSING OF ILLUSIONS TO REALITY HAUNTING THE VERY BEING I ONCE WAS...
INTO NIGHTMARES OF INDISTINCT CONSCIOUSNESS .
PERPLEXED I SIT N CONSIDER IS THIS ALL AN ILLUSION OF A LIFE I EXTINGUISHED LONG AGO .
AS FRACTIONS OF TIME PASSES AND THE REALITY OF CONNECTING TO THE ILLUSION ..
A QUESTION ARISES IS THIS WHAT DEATH IS ?
A TORMENTING FRACTURED REALITY OF EMPTINESS IN PASSAGES OF THOUGHTS .
...
PLAUSIBLE IDENTITY EFFECTIVELY ELUDES ONES SELF... INTO BELIEVING THAT THIS MAY BE REAL OR JUST A REFLECTED IMAGE OF THE MEMORY OF WHAT ONCE WAS ...
A DEFINITION OF SUCH IS OVERWHELMINGLY INDISTINGUISHABLE ..
BETWEEN THE CORE OF UNBEARABLE INABILITY TO DISTINGUISH PERCEPTION IN FEELINGS OF ANY STIMULATIVE RECOGNITION OF REALITY DUE TO PAIN EFFECTIVELY CONSISTS IN BOTH ILLUSIONS BETWEEN A DREAM STATE AND THE CONSIDERATION OF WHAT MAY BE REALITY .
I PERSIST INTO THE DAY A DETERIORATING CONSCIOUSNESS OF PLAUSIBLE THOUGHTS...
ESCAPE OF SUCH TORMENTS A CONSIDERATION OR AN ILLUSION TO GRAVITATE FROM AN INESCAPABLE REALITY .
ANOTHER DAY BREAKS THE INDIFFERENCE OF AN UNRECOGNIZABLE PASSAGE OF TIME TICKING AWAY AT LIFE'S PERCEPTION ..
IMAGINATION OR REALITY..
IS THIS STILL A LIFE ?
OR AM I JUST LOST IN THE TORMENTS OF HELL ?
A FREQUENT CONSIDERATION TO PONDER ..
EXAMINING THE RELEVANCE OF IT ALL DETERIORATES THE DAY INTO THE NIGHT ..
TOMORROW AWAKENS THE NIGHTMARE INTO CONSCIOUSNESS ONCE AGAIN...

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